10 things u & I shud know

One day, I was walking on the quiet street of the hongkong island, smelling the fresh air (which I couldn’t do in Philippines),  I’m beginning to love everything about that place, I still could see the luscious mountains despite the tall buildings and the nearby creek, and of course the child-friendly parks. This idea hit me, I am living in a gibberish tongued country and nobody knows me there. What if I’ll just drop dead? Talk about major paranoia! But hey! I loved the idea. Just in case or who knows or just remain as a dreams….Waaaaahh!

So here goes….10 things you (and I) should  know…..

  1. I will name my daughter, Andreanna Louise. Why? I loved the name Andrea since I was a kid, and Anna is so classic after my bestfriend Leanne. Louise after my bestfriend Louie.
  2. I will name my son, Jose Sulficio. After the 2 wonderful grandparents in the world, who raised me, and the reason of my being, my Lolo Jesus and Lola Sulficia.
  3. I’m claustrophobic, especially with too small or crowded elevators. I’m usually grasping for air after 2 minutes. Much more in an enclosed coffin or being trapped in a cave! Waaaaahhhh!
  4. I am a chronic insomniac, I couldn’t sleep until 4 am and it gets worse now, I couldn’t sleep without swallowing a pill.
  5. I had my first kiss at 20 (too old!). It’s true!  
  6. I unconsciously hum Mariah Carey’s “Love Takes Time” for years. Reason? I have no idea! I just do!
  7. For those who didn’t know me years back, I worshiped the Spice Girls! I was sooo into the Girl Power thing. My motto in our high school yearbook says, “Sucess means Girl Power!”. Hahaha! Sooo cheesy!
  8. I’m worst at packing bags, I love traveling! But packing?! I have been the object of my family’s ridicule forever. ‘See after my board exam in Manila, no one helped me pack my bags, everybody was busy doing theirs, so I had no choice but to pack my own, I bought huge plastic bags, I stuffed them with my 4 big pillows. When I arrived home, everyone was in tears laughing asking me if there was a huge fire in Manila because, I had my pillows alright, with opened shampoo sachets and soap with soapsuds! I hate packing!
  9. I am compulsive hoarder, I hate to throw things away! I still have my notebooks from high school, letters, clips, manuals from college, notes from review pretty much everything! Which also drives my family crazy!
  10. I have only told two people about this, some may find it sooo odd but I have been like this eversince. I love smelling people, I know I find it sooo weird! I love the smell of shower fresh, not necessarily a perfume or cologne but pheromones. I have an extra sense for them. I can tell who’s in the room without looking back. I used to smell my ex-boyfriend’s shoulder and underarm all the time, which drove him nuts! Of course, the person who suffered most from my weirdest gift is my nephews, Lately, I even caught myself smelling my own wristband! (I don’t have anyone to smell….waaaah!) Sooooo weird!

Real stories of real people

I have been on this earth for 33 years, I’ve heard a million stories of different people from different walks of life….on love, despair, heartbreak, friendship, family, comedy, sex, and so on….It is with great pride as I unfold their stories as they truly touched mine, their struggles and triumphs, beyond those laughters are perhaps a river of tears. Looking through their eyes, I see the essence of mankind is still built on pure heart.

*****I stand alone….

She covered her bruises above her eyes with make up, she won’t let anyone know what she has been through that day. To top that, she won’t let the man lying on the couch win! That night would be the first night she has ever been to a real party with all her friends. All her life, she’d put up with the same man who made all parts of her body blue. Well in fact, he should’ve catch her when she fell off the tree or chase down the boys who made her cry instead he made her walk down the dark alley just to buy his freakin’ cancer sticks or his stupid alcoholic drinks. Who knows who’s lurking behind those dark passages waiting to grab and choke her? ”Tonight”, she said, “is my night, I won’t let you ruin everything I have worked for! You can cut my body into pieces but you cannot take away my soul!”

*****I love you….goodbye!

He had never been out of his room for ages, God knows when was the last time he shaved. Or showered for that matter! He didn’t care! There had never been a day that he couldn’t get her off of his freakin’ head! He’s haunted by her memories…her irritating laugh, her silly smirk, how her voice swayed with the rustling of the leaves, the way she tied her shoes or how her smell flooded the room. He missed how her hands fit into his or waking up in the morning with a big “I love you” on his inbox. If he could only turn the hands of time, he would probably go back to the  day she made him the happiest man in the world! She was his, and his heart belonged to her completely. Looking at the empty room, he didn’t know where to start or how to begin with.  Without her, life was fallin’ into pieces, an unbearable pain cutting into his heart, and things didn’t matter anymore. But he’s had enough one day! Got up and picked up the remaining pieces and glued ‘em one by one to make himself whole again. For life is never about winning, it is about how one stood up every time he fell down on the rocks!

*****’Til death do us part….

One step, another step. By the time she reached the bed, she’s already breathless. She kissed him on the forehead, he’s still sleepin’. She looked at the man she married for 24 years to this day. Her heart swelled as she held his wrinkly hands. “I love you, forever”, she whispered. 

She was at the top of her career, working endlessly until she no longer could cut her nails. Determined to way her way to the world and to the young ones she deeply loved. All her life, they were her world. She would to anything to keep them and give them a good future.

It wasn’t definitely a love at first sight when she met him, her life was obviously too complicated. She saw him as her way out, by just  one flick of a finger, she’d able to give them the life she dreamed of eversince they were in her care. Sadly, she wasn’t in love with the man she agreed to marry. They were living in one roof yet nothing kept them together. She became a dutiful wife. Days, months, years passed. She saw the husband differently. He understood her crazy life, he took care of her when she had her surgery, the fact that she couldn’t bear him a son or a daughter. It was then, everyday she fell in love with the man she married.  She loved seeing him after his work, watching him sleep, or even kiss him on the tip of his nose. She saw how loving his eyes were when he looked at her from across the room full of people, or how her heart drummed when he smiled. 

By the time the doctors broke the news that her husband was very ill that he could no longer go back to his work due to his altered state. Her world came crumbling down. God joined them together as husband and wife in front of the eyes of those who truly loved them. She’d sworn to love him every inch of her body, that she’d be forever….his wife.

And now, she could hear her husband calling her name.

Sad....sad....sad....soooooo saddddddddddd!!!


I can say...

Pain
, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.

Do it today - Before it is too late...

If I knew that,this would be the last time we would be together, I would be there to spend my whole day with all my dear ones, Well I'm sure if I'm not around they will manage somehow and will have many more days to spend,but I should somehow not let this day slip away,that may be my only day.

For surely, there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, a mis-understanding, an argument or a fight and we will always get another chance to make amends and put everything just right? so everything is fine! and well! there will always be another day to say "I love you" and certainly there's will be another chance to say " can I do anything do for you?" or lets have a good time together.

But just in case, I might be wrong and today is all I get, then, let us love each other and care for each other in a way that who ever is left behind in this world may always remember and may never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, and today may be the last chance that we will ever get to meet our friends and to hold our loved ones tight. So why wait for tomorrow and why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes, we will surely regret the day. That we didn't take extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss or to be kind to our loved ones and we were too busy to grant someone,what turned out to be their one last day of life.

If by chance you are right now sitting next to your loved ones please! hold them close to you tight and whisper in their ear and tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear, for you know not for sure that, you will ever be with them again so near.

Take time to say "I'm sorry!," "Please! forgive me," Thank You! very much," you are so wonderful!", "I love you","It's OK and every thing will be fine" "It's my fault".

And If you avail this day you will long be remembered even after you have gone.....
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